Friday, May 05, 2006
Math was only okay. Some smarty pants kept going, It's veh easy wat! Super easy! Urgh. K lorh. So I'm dumb, spent like three hours on the phone last night! Just not in the mood to study these days. Just feel like sleeping and shutting myself from tests and problems.
Anyway, we had paiju today! Siao right, paiju after school at KBCC, when everyone else is out partying. People like jia and jiehui! )): Had to cancel my outing. Nevermind, there'll be other chances, at least we had fun during paiju today, the daoyans were in a good mood, and so was i. :D YAY! It was quite fun larh though we didnt touch the maid scene, so i brought Adrian for nothing. It was the winnie the pooh someone gave me for christmas! Haha. Yayy I'm excited for qihang. Qi1 qi2 qi3 qi4. So cute right the name. HAHA. We happen to be qi2, as in discrimination! I love my ju. Oh wells i started loving it long time ago alr! :D
Meeting bear, lu, jia, and jiehui tmr! :D It's gonna be fun. Then going to lido with maine, my aunt and marcus. Hope the show's good.
Michelle Fong Hui Min and Sarah Liu Hui Jun are going away for ONE WHOLE WEEK ): but rahh wrote me a note :D Hahas! <3 Mich gave me a hug. Oh man i sound like we're gonna be seperated forever, hah. Bear's gonna sit with me next week! It'll be like last year, when we had so much fun tog :D Things are turning out better. I hope it'll get even better next week! Events coming up: Tomorrow- Bear's house! Show with maine Sunday- Gathering! Monday-SS test Tuesday- Huahui / Paiju Thursday- Some learning journey trip Friday-HOLIDAY! Maybe outing with val and wing!
I miss you, I wish you were like before. I thought i've waited in vain, and that i've given up ; but somewhere in me, a small voice keeps going 'no fion, that person's still the same. Maybe it's just that you two are so far away, so much that - - doesnt notice you. But it'll get better, trust me.' Oh I hope that voice is right. Because I know, that voice is what keeps me going. Without it, i'll be gone by now. I would have fallen into that bottomless pit, like the ones in my heart. But I know it's only my heart. The wound would heal with a kiss from you, but once my soul falls, it's gone forever. I thank God I have my soul with me, though my heart is already full of you.
I'm a good conductor of electricity <3
It's a beautiful disguise.